Crash Boom Bang (Part 2)

Crash Boom Bang (Part 1)

I walked home in a complete zombie state. Thought my music would calm me as it ALWAYS does, but the bloody MP3 player wouldn't turn on. I stuffed the thing into my handbag.

I even looked up into the sky thinking, "What did I do?"

I skipped gym. Got home. Ate. Watched TV. Fell asleep. It must have been around 9pm.

I woke up after a couple of hazy dreams. Thank goodness it's morning! As always, I reached for my phone to see the time. WTF???!!!! It was 11:55pm.

I watched TV, went downstairs for a drink and tried sleeping again. I think I slept for about 2 hours when I woke up again (properly)

I felt numb. To others I'm probably overreacting, but I know for sure that only people who have experienced what I have will truly understand. I called my IT guy 3 times. Honestly, if I were him I'd probably have blocked my number by now.

Anyways, the latest is that my HD is being sent to Yong-san (Tech Capital of Seoul). 90% of my data may be recovered. And I may have to kiss $500(US) away. As I said on Twitter, I am willing to kiss that money away. Hell, I'll kiss anyone or anything as long as I can get my things back.

I was sleep-deprived and very worried today. A combination of those two ain't good. Screaming 3rd graders could have had me in tears!

Walking home, I thought - what can I do?

Cry? But then what's that going to solve? I just needed / wanted? someone to tell me everything would be OK.

Of course, to another person this is just trivial and so so meaningless, but to me - it's the past 2 years of my life.

And today I really wished that I had someone who would empathize with me just as I know I would with them. One who always does is my mother, but mums fall into a special category altogether.

I have so much to blog about and say - on various topics, but I can't seem to get the will to type. I will try, though.

UPDATE: Hard Drive Drama